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24 Jan 17:10

my coworker told me he’s hiding a terminal illness

by Ask a Manager

This post, my coworker told me he’s hiding a terminal illness , was originally published by Alison Green on Ask a Manager.

A reader writes:

I feel odd even writing this email. But I am at a loss for what to do with this information. I feel horrible talking to people about it, so I don’t but I HAVE to get this off my chest.

About a month before I left my small team (of six) for maternity leave, a colleague, who I consider myself to have a good relationship with, tried calling me for an unscheduled chat. At the moment I couldn’t jump on the call, so I simply offered to chat via chat. He responded: “just don’t share with [our manager] or team, because I don’t know how to handle yet, have a terminal illness.”

I was stunned, stopped what I was doing and offered to jump on the phone with him. He said, “It’s okay, I just wanted to share with you. I’ll be fully committed to work, but that’s the news I wanted to share with you.”

After that, when we did eventually connect face to face on a call, we both cried as he told me he had stomach cancer. That they caught it early and that he would have a surgery in the coming weeks to get the tumor removed. He told me he wasn’t telling anyone except me — not his family, our manager, anyone. If I’m being honest, it sat heavier with me than my pending c-section to deliver my baby. I appreciated that he values our relationship that much … but man, I did not want to be carrying that weight along with my soon-to-be-a-mom weight.

Our relationship definitely changed. He started missing calls and slowing down with work, and I chalked it up to doctor appointments or illness. I confided in my husband and sisters who all said, “Say prayers for him because on top of this illness, it’s sad he doesn’t have a community to turn to.” In our final meetings before I went on maternity leave, I encouraged him to tell our manager — he is tremendously understanding and supportive and would no doubt have given great compassion to this colleague. He said he would think about it.

After I gave birth to my daughter, I texted him a few times to check in and see how he was doing. He never responded until finally one day he messaged me saying he’d had the surgery, it was successful, and they removed the tumor.

Two months later, I returned to work. At this point, it had been about six months since he told me he had the illness and two months since having the tumor removed. I expected to get on my team calls and see someone gaunt, perhaps with no hair, or perhaps not even there as he battled this disease. I got on and it was like nothing had happened. He looked the exact same. He was going into the office despite Covid. He was drinking sodas and milkshakes on our calls. Literally, nothing changed about him physically, which in my experience with people who have cancer (my dad, family friends, etc.) … you look sick.

When we finally had our first chat as I reentered the workforce, he told me he was in remission and everything was great and he didn’t want to talk about it anymore. I asked how long he took off for the surgery and he told “a long weekend.” He said recovery really wasn’t bad. Given that I also just recovered from abdominal surgery, I was a little surprised.

Why I struggle is this: the two people I know who had stomach cancer died … and it was awful to witness. I understand terminal to mean focusing on quality of life from diagnosis onward, not remission. I’ve also had a colleague pass away when absolutely no one was expecting it — it was also awful. If that happened and I had this knowledge that my colleague was ill, I would feel horrible.

What also makes this extremely hard now: he’s not great to work with. I find myself getting more and more frustrated working with him purely because of his performance as a teammate — it’s terrible. He is constantly late on things, he deflects work to other people (aka, me), he is slowing the team down. I have an amazing relationship with my manager and, under normal circumstances, would try to find a constructive way to bring this up. But I feel as though doing that is dismissing what my colleague is going through.

I told my husband and sister that he’s in remission and they both said that’s great! Move on from this. My mom asked how he was doing and I told her the situation … she said she wouldn’t trust him.

I feel like a horrible person. Why can’t I just believe and be happy for my colleague? Why can’t I just respect how he wants to navigate this? Mostly, I want him to feel supported and held up by love, prayers, strength, compassion, and resources that my company has available (we are a global company with amazing benefits). But, terminal illness aside, I also want a colleague who pulls his weight, helps lift the team up and values work relationships.

I’ve considered bringing up my colleague’s performance with my manager. In some ways, I guess I could just do it as I would regardless of if he told me this news. But that doesn’t feel fair if he does in fact need concession and support because he is battling a disease.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

There’s a lot going on here!

The core issue is that you’re sympathetic to a sick colleague who’s dropping balls at work that are affecting you, and you’re hesitant to address it because you want to be sensitive to what he’s going through. At the same time, some of the details aren’t adding up to you — and that’s making you uncertain about what’s going on. Throw in the secrecy, and no wonder you’re feeling overwhelmed and conflicted.

For what it’s worth, some of what’s making you question your coworker probably doesn’t need to: not everyone who has cancer has chemo or looks sick, especially if they caught it early. I know he said his was terminal — but who knows, maybe that was his own panicked interpretation rather than a doctor’s assessment. I agree that “a long weekend” for recovery from stomach surgery seems surprising, but a lot the rest of it isn’t. And maybe he’s downplaying how long the recovery actually was for his own reasons.

The good news is, though, is that you don’t need to figure out whether to trust him or not. What’s going on with his health isn’t something you need to sort out.

What is yours to address is the way his work habits are impacting you. So first and foremost, are his work habits affecting your job? If not — if it’s more that it’s frustrating to watch someone dropping balls and slowing down the team, but it doesn’t impact your work — then there’s more good news: you don’t need to do anything about it. It’s your manager’s to handle if she chooses to. I know that normally you might raise it with your manager anyway, particularly if you’re in a senior or influential role and can see it affecting others or your team as a whole, but in this case where you’re conflicted about whether or not you should, you can just … not. It’s your manager’s job to spot it and address it, and you don’t need to make it your burden.

But if it is impacting your work, that’s a different situation. In that case, would you feel comfortable talking to your coworker directly rather than starting with your manager? You could ask how he’s doing, acknowledge that he’s had a stressful year and a lot to juggle outside of work, and then say you’ve been struggling with whether to talk to him about the impact his work has been having on your ability to do your own job. You could say you’d normally talk to your boss about how to manage the situation, but that you didn’t want to do that if you could avoid it.

Who knows what will come of that. It might nudge him into doing things differently, if he can. If nothing else, it could be useful for him to realize that whatever’s going on in his work is more visible than he realized. But it also might accomplish nothing. You won’t know until you try, though. And if nothing changes and you end up talking to your boss about the impact on your own work, you won’t be blindsiding your colleague.

To be clear, this probably won’t be a fully satisfying solution! This is a strange situation with a lot of pieces to it … but the more you can streamline it to just the pieces that you really need to act on and make peace with the rest being outside the scope of anything you need to settle in any way, the easier it’s likely to be.

24 Jan 12:05

Awkward Zombie - Give Up, the Ghost

by tech@thehiveworks.com

New comic!

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Look, you're haunting me, and I say we're gonna go get lunch.

24 Jan 12:04

Would you rather travel to the PAST or the FUTURE?

this is a diesel sweeties comic strip

I'm honestly not sure which direction would have better snacks.

23 Jan 19:20

Longitude

https://www.oglaf.com/longitude/

23 Jan 19:19

Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal - Doctor

by tech@thehiveworks.com


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Doctoring Magazine is the most prestigious journal on the topic of Doctoring.


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23 Jan 13:56

Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal - Condom

by tech@thehiveworks.com


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To his horror, he discovers he has a steady job at a local law firm and several hundred dollars in Starbucks gift cards.


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22 Jan 15:03

Early 8-Bit Sound Digitizers

by The 8-Bit Guy

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00:00 - Intro
01:00 - SFX Sound Sampler
05:26 - Covox Voicemaster (Commodore 64)
16:17 - Covox Voicemaster (Apple IIc)
18:43 - Covox Voicemaster (Laser 128)
19:24 - Final thoughts and story about Dr.Who and Red Dwarf
22 Jan 14:58

There's now a phone line to order your free at-home COVID tests

by Benjamin Swasey
The website COVIDTests.gov allows people to order four at-home tests per residence and have them delivered by mail. Now there

The phone number — 1-800-232-0233 — follows the launch earlier this week of a federal website to order the tests.

(Image credit: Steven Senne/AP)

22 Jan 14:50

Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal - Happiness

by tech@thehiveworks.com


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22 Jan 14:49

Hydraulic Analogy

Current (water) running through the water (wires) causes it to boil, increasing the pressure (voltage), but resisting (impeding) the flow of hydroelectricity (water currents). This is the basis for Ohm's law.
22 Jan 14:44

Sid Meier’s classic flight simulators are now on Steam

by Dustin Bailey
Sid Meier’s classic flight simulators are now on Steam

We all know Sid Meier best as the creator of Civilization, but he only led design on one of those, and he's got a whole catalogue of classics outside of it. Among his earlier games are a set of flight simulators developed at MicroProse, which are now available on Steam. The release comes as part of the ongoing MicroProse revival and also sees the modern launch of several more of the publisher's OG simulation games.

As for Meier's games, you can now pick up both Solo Flight and F-15 Strike Eagle. Solo Flight was released in 1983, in the very earliest days of PC flight simulators. F-15 Strike Eagle was released in 1984, and spiced up the whole 'flying around' thing with combat missions.

While MicroProse would later be known for a wider variety of game genres, including numerous strategy classics like the original Civilization and X-COM, Meier originally co-founded the company alongside Bill Stealey with an initial focus on flight simulation. Several of MicroProse's later sims - Harrier Jump Jet, Dogfight: 80 Years of Aerial Warfare, and The Ancient Art of War in the Skies - are also now on Steam.

21 Jan 21:27

Another Myth Busted

by Michal Necasek

More than once I came across a story of a heroic MicroPro programmer who in an all-night session managed to port WordStar from CP/M to DOS by patching a single byte. This is how the legend was retold by Joel Spolsky:

Now, here’s a little known fact: even DOS 1.0 was designed with a CP/M backwards compatibility mode built in. Not only did it have its own spiffy new programming interface, known to hard core programmers as INT 21, but it fully supported the old CP/M programming interface. It could almost run CP/M software. In fact,  WordStar was ported to DOS by changing one single byte in the code. (Real Programmers can tell you what that byte was, I’ve long since forgotten).

Joel Spolsky,

Now, that story is slightly misleading. The “spiffy new programming interface” accessible through INT 21h pretty much was the CP/M programming interface, and it wasn’t until DOS 2.0 that the INT 21h interface was significantly enhanced.

But the gist of the story does not even make sense. Although DOS was designed to make porting from CP/M easy, it was never a question of patching a byte here or there, since CP/M ran on 8080 CPUs and DOS ran on 8086/8088 processors. The processor families are certainly related, but not at all binary compatible. 8080 assembly source code could be machine translated to 8086 source and reassembled, but the code quality was reportedly less than ideal.

And yet… there is a kernel of truth in the story, even though it morphed into something highly implausible. Not unlike there really are Wang word processor symbols in the IBM PC character set, even though the stories told by Bill Gates are very difficult to take seriously.

The other day I tried to understand the very interesting disk format of Victor 9000 (aka Sirius S1) machines, and a Supplementary Technical Reference Manual from 1984 proved very helpful. Therein I found the following section that is short enough to quote in full:

6.4   How to turn a CP/M version of WordStar 3.21 into an  MS-DOS 
version using DDT86

DDT86
DDT86 1.1
-RWS.CMD
  START       END
03C0:0000 03C0:52FF
-S0324
03C0:0324 E9 90
03C0:0325 39 90
03C0:0326 00 C3
03C0:0327 E9 90
03C0:0328 4A 90
03C0:0329 00 C3
03C0:032A 01 00
03C0:0328 00 .
-S0356
03C0:0356 00 FF
03C0:0357 00 .
-WWS.COM,180,52FF

Use RDCPM to copy WS.COM and all overlays to an MS-DOS disc.
Depending  on  the  version  of DDT86,  and the  version  of  the 
operating system,  DDT86 may load to a different segment address.  
Start changing bytes at location 324 anyway.   You may also  find 
that  some of your original bytes differ from those shown  above, 
change them regardless.

In other words, one could take a CP/M-86 version of WordStar, patch a few bytes, and turn it into WordStar that could run on top of DOS. In some cases, patching a single byte (at 03C0:0356 in the example above) may have been sufficient.

To sum up, it really was possible to patch a single byte in a CP/M version of WordStar and turn it into a DOS version! And yet… not surprisingly, the truth is much less sensational than the legend.

The True Story

WordStar was arguably the killer app of CP/M. In 1981, the personal computing landscape started shifting towards 16-bit machines based on the Intel 8086/8088, of which the IBM PC was but one. According to the “official” WordStar history, sometime in late 1981 MicroPro ported WordStar to CP/M-86; note that CP/M-86 was itself probably finalized around December 1981.

In the Fall of 1981, the IBM PC with DOS was already out, but perhaps not yet a force to be reckoned with. In early 1982, the IBM PC started taking off and MicroPro did not want to be left behind. In April 1982, MicroPro started getting serious about releasing a DOS version of WordStar. Quoting the WordStar history:

In one single all-night session Jim Fox patched the CP/M-86 version of WordStar to make it run under MS-DOS on the IBM PC so that it could be demonstrated to Rubenstein. The actual port was done by a group of Irish programmers using Intel development systems, which ran the ISIS II operating system.

There is one element of the legend: Yes, there really was a programmer who turned a CP/M version of WordStar into a DOS version in an all-nighter. But it was a CP/M-86 version of WordStar, so it was porting from one 8086 OS to another with a compatible API. That is much less impressive than porting from the original 8080 CP/M to DOS, but also far more plausible.

It is clear that the DOS version of WordStar was built from the same source as the CP/M-86 version. That made good sense, both because CP/M and DOS ran on the same sort of machines and because the programming interface was compatible.

WordStar could access the DOS API through INT 21h and the CP/M-86 API through INT E0h. The interfaces were similar enough that WordStar had an internal switch which chose between the CP/M or DOS interface. This was a single byte in “user area 1” which was designed to be patched by users.

We don’t have to guess what the user area looked like because MicroPro published the listing, see e.g. page 232 in this PDF. On page 246, we see the following:

MSDOS DB  0H;  SET TO 00H FOR CP/M-86,0FFH FOR MSDOS(PCDOS)

Note that the ‘MSDOS’ byte is at offset 356h in WS.CMD, which corresponds to offset 2D6h in the loaded program (as shown in the listing). Also note that the conversion process skips 180h bytes when saving WS.COM, skipping over the CP/M-86 CMD executable header.

And there we have another element of the legend. Yes, it really was possible to patch a single byte in the CP/M-86 version of WordStar to make it run on MS-DOS… because MicroPro made it that way.

Fact to Legend

There may not be contemporary written evidence, but there is no reason to doubt that a single programmer named Jim Fox did port the CP/M-86 version of WordStar to DOS in one night. The programming interface of the two operating systems is similar enough that the 8086 version of WordStar has a single code location which calls either INT 21h (DOS) or INT E0h (CP/M-86). Users could patch the one byte directing the system call choice, and that was documented by MicroPro.

In retelling, somehow this morphed into a story of a programmer porting the CP/M version of WordStar to DOS by changing one single byte. It is apparent that even though the legend is not (and can not) be true, it was not exactly made up; rather actual facts were mixed up and crucial details omitted.

21 Jan 21:21

Not Just a Snail

by Reza
21 Jan 18:44

Texas pipeline company walks back threat to cut off gas to power plants

by Mitchell Ferman
The new development ends the immediate threat that up to 400,000 customers could lose power, but the underlying financial dispute between two energy giants stemming from last February's winter storm remains unresolved.
21 Jan 18:39

Texas may get a coastal storm barrier, but will it be too late?

by Bethany Irvine
The federal infrastructure bill’s passage renewed hopes that Texas would finally get a coastal storm barrier. But Galveston and Houston could still get hit by a hurricane before it is built.
21 Jan 18:38

Texas man charged with threatening election officials in Georgia

by Matt Zapotosky, The Washington Post
Chad Christopher Stark from Leander is the first person arrested by a federal task force created in June to prosecute those making threats against election workers and public officials.
21 Jan 18:36

Texas man faces federal charges for allegedly threatening Georgia election officials

by Ryan Lucas
In this Dec. 14, 2020, file photo, a voter fills out paperwork before casting a ballot the first day of early voting for the Senate runoff election in Atlanta.

He allegedly wrote a graphic Craigslist post about killing three officials and harming law enforcement families. The case is the first brought by the Justice Department's election threats task force.

(Image credit: Ben Gray/AP)

21 Jan 17:39

TCU’s 2022 MFA Candidacy Exhibition, “With Pleasure,”

by Jessica Fuentes
A printed postcard that resembles off-white notebook paper with a light grid covering about two thirds of the image. The following text appears hand-written, "With pleasure, Sheryl Anaya, Benjamin Loftis, Madi Ortega, Sarah Theurer Hunt."

“With Pleasure,” the 2022 TCU MFA Candidacy Exhibition at Fort Worth Contemporary Arts. Image: TCU

With Pleasure, an exhibition by TCU’s second year MFA candidates, brings together four artists whose work considers memory as it relates to place. Though Sheryl Anaya, Benjamin Loftis, Madi Ortega, and Sarah Theurer Hunt work in distinctly different styles, their art is connected through theme and their use of sensory elements. Because memory is so strongly linked to smell, sound, and touch, the exhibition has the ability to transport the viewer.

An installation that includes a large rectangle of wallpaper with a repeated mango design, a framed box full of colorful hand-crafted ceramic spoons, and several shelves covered with embroidered napkins and holding sculpture of Puerto Rican food items. Artwork by Sheryl Anaya.
A close-up photograph of text created by stenciling the spice, Adobo. The beige colored text appears on the gray ground. Because of the depth of focus most of the text is out of focus with only some words appearing legible. Some words that can be read are, "CULTURE, GROUND BEEF, GARLIC, TEXAS." Artwork by Sheryl Anaya. Photo by Diane Durant.

Sheryl Anaya explores the ambiguity of childhood memories through the recreation of objects and food items that are deeply connected to her culture. Her eye-catching wallpaper, colorful ceramic spoons, and sculpted Puerto Rican foods displayed on shelves covered with embroidered napkins works to draw the viewer in. Because it is situated on the floor slightly away from the rest of the installation, it may be easy to miss the narrative text made with stenciled Adobo — a spice blend used frequently in Puerto Rican recipes. But this carefully rendered, deeply personal remembrance sets the stage for the whole installation. 

An installation of works by Benjamin Loftis including three wooden chairs stacked on a dolly, a window covered with plywood, and a large grid structure standing in front of a black painted background.
A close-up photograph of a small notebook that sits on a dolly in an installation by Benjamin Loftis. The notebook has hand written text and is a first person narrative discussing the artist's issues with body image.

At first glance, Benjamin Loftis’ work feels guarded. Someone visiting the show might initially encounter his work from outside the gallery, where the view through one of the exterior windows is blocked by a plywood wall installed inside. There are images of male figures and text printed on paper and attached to the plywood, but they are obscured when you’re outside the space. Inside the gallery, there are three stacked wooden chairs on a dolly and a recreation of a large gridded frame set against a black backdrop — an object similar to those used in body mechanics studies. In many ways, the objects feel sterile and detached. However, upon closer inspection, on the chair dolly there is a small notebook with a handwritten message which reveals the artist’s personal struggle with body image.

A photograph of a green rectangular painting hanging on a gallery wall. The painting has a handful of small white specks scattered across it. Artwork by Madi Ortega.
A photograph of an installation by Madi Ortega. The image shows a plot of grass placed in the corner of the gallery with an oscillating fan in the foreground.

Madi Ortega’s work includes a canvas painted green and dotted with small white specks; a plot of tall, dead grass transported into the gallery that’s being blown by an oscillating fan; and a somewhat hidden birdhouse-like structure on a tall pole. It is clear that these pieces reference a personal and specific place, but little is revealed to the viewer. We are left to look closely and take in the experience. One might recall time spent in quiet rural spaces with few distractions from the natural world.

A photograph of three paintings by Sarah Theurer Hunt.
A monoprint of darkly painted green foliage set against a light lavender background. Artwork by Sarah Theurer Hunt.

Sarah Theurer Hunt creates beautifully mysterious and ominous nocturne paintings on a variety of scales. Her smaller oil on linen works include sound components gathered from natural environments, like buzzing insects, blowing wind, and rushing water. It is in her larger scale, mostly black works that the depth of her paintings is realized. The lushly painted green leaves and bushes are sparse, but rather than disappearing into a flat black background, the brushstrokes and textures hint at hidden foliage. In another pairing of works set against a brighter background, the artist experiments with monoprints. Hunt has captured a balance, rendering her spaces as both familiar and foreign.

 

With Pleasure is on view at Fort Worth Contemporary Arts from January 14 – February 12, 2022.

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21 Jan 17:39

Van Gogh’s Symbolic Olive Trees and Landscapes at the Dallas Museum of Art

by Ruben Cordova
A painting of olive trees. The painting is very gestural and features swirling lines.

Vincent van Gogh, “Olive Trees,” June 1889, oil on canvas, The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art, Kansas City, Missouri. Purchase: William Rockhill Nelson Trust, 32-2. Image courtesy of The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art, Media Services/Photo: Gabe Hopkin. Van Gogh and the Olive Groves had its origin nine years ago, when co-curator Nicole R. Myers began studying this painting while working as a curator at the Nelson-Atkins Museum.

In addition to his status as one of the greatest of modern painters, Vincent van Gogh (1853-1890) was also a remarkable letter writer who provided vital insights into his work, beliefs, and aspirations. In a letter to his brother Theo on or around September 29, 1888, van Gogh declared: “That doesn’t stop me having a tremendous need for, shall I say the word — for religion — so I go outside at night to paint the stars…” (Quotes from van Gogh’s correspondence are from Vincent van Gogh: The Letters.)

While van Gogh’s starry night skies are widely revered as pantheistic celebrations of the natural world, a ground-breaking exhibition at the Dallas Museum of Art (DMA) titled Van Gogh and the Olive Groves provides an opportunity to consider how olive trees could also have served a similar purpose. The exhibition, which is the product of a long and fruitful collaboration between the DMA the Van Gogh Museum (VGM) in Amsterdam, is a triumph of scholarship and presentation.

Van Gogh's Starry Night painting. The painting features a swirling night sky populated with many bright stars.

Vincent van Gogh, “The Starry Night,” June 1889, oil on canvas, Museum of Modern Art, New York. Acquired through the Lillie P. Bliss Bequest. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova. (Painting not in the DMA’s exhibition.)

As wondrous objects of reverence and veneration similarly laden with symbolic significance, the olive tree paintings were — like van Gogh’s starry skies — meant to provide solace and comfort, essentially serving as substitutes for conventional Christian content. Ten of the fifteen olive tree paintings that comprise this series are in the DMA exhibition, as well as twelve additional paintings by van Gogh that were made before, concurrently, or after the olive grove series. The entire group of olive grove paintings was made between June and December of 1889 (punctuated by an incapacitating six-week mental breakdown), while van Gogh was a self-committed patient at the asylum of Saint-Paul-de-Mausole in Saint-Rémy-de-Provence, in the South of France.

In a letter to Theo from Arles dated June 5, 1888, van Gogh noted that progressive artists loved Japanese art. He also referred to the South of France as “the equivalent of Japan.” Whereas the Impressionists prioritized empirical observation as a means of breaking with long-standing conventions, the artists we now refer to as the Post-Impressionists sought to render and accentuate sensations in a more personal, arbitrary, and expressive manner. In the letter cited directly above, van Gogh stated that the experience of the South endowed his work with a Japanese character:

… after some time your vision changes, you see with a more Japanese eye, you feel colour differently. I’m also convinced that it’s precisely through a long stay here that I’ll bring out my personality. The Japanese draws quickly, very quickly, like a flash of lightning, because his nerves are finer, his feeling simpler.

Speed of execution became one of van Gogh’s hallmarks. He often completed paintings in a single session. For short videos that demonstrate how Japanese art — especially woodblock prints — influenced van Gogh’s style, see the Van Gogh Museum’s What did Van Gogh learn from Japanese prints? and The Canvas’ How Japan Influenced Van Gogh, Impressionists and Modern European Art.

A self-portrait painting featuring Van Gogh wearing a hat and a coat.

Vincent van Gogh, “Self-Portrait with Bandaged Ear” (detail), June 1889, oil on canvas, Courtauld Institute, London. Photo: Wikimedia Commons. (Painting not in the DMA’s exhibition.)

From February 1888 to May of 1889, when van Gogh moved to Saint-Rémy, the artist had worked in nearby Arles, where he produced his most important body of work. Van Gogh attempted to found an art colony in Arles. After much cajoling, he persuaded Paul Gauguin to join him in October of 1888. Gauguin consented because he was broke; Theo financed his trip (see Douglas W. Druick, et al., Van Gogh and Gauguin: The Studio of the South, 2001).

After an intense quarrel with Gauguin, when it was clear that his dream of an artist’s commune would not be realized, van Gogh cut off his left ear (except for a small part of his lobe) on December 23. This episode coincided with van Gogh’s first mental breakdown. Martin Bailey theorizes that the self-mutilation was an attempt to silence severe auditory hallucinations. (See Sarah Cascone’s discussion of Bailey’s 2018 book Starry Night: Van Gogh at the Asylum in Artnet News.)

Van Gogh gave his excised ear to a young woman named Gaby and told her: “keep this object carefully,” which caused her to faint. Gaby cleaned a local brothel patronized by both Gauguin and van Gogh (the prostitutes and women in general preferred Gauguin). After many years of research, Bernadette Murphy discovered Gaby Berlatier’s real name (she was previously identified as Rachel) and established that — contrary to general belief — Gaby was not a prostitute. She also worked at the Café de la Gare, which van Gogh patronized; he also rented a room there from May to September of 1888. (Virgie Hoban discusses Murphy’s research in “What Actually Happened to Vincent van Gogh’s Ear?Berkeley Library News, November 26, 2019.)

Gaby went to Paris for 18 days of treatment at the Institut Pasteur after a rabid dog bit her in Arles on January 8, 1888. Van Gogh mentioned “the citizens who live at the Institut Pasteur” in a letter to Theo on July 9 or 10, 1888. A 2017 BBC film, The Mystery of Van Gogh’s Ear, traces Murphy’s research. In that film, she speculates that van Gogh might have met Gaby in Paris and followed her to Arles.

The symbolic significance of van Gogh’s act of gifting the ear was explained by Albert J. Lubin in his book Stranger on the Earth: A Psychological Biography of Vincent van Gogh (1972). He wrote that — in Arles, where van Gogh attended a bullfight on April 8, 1888 — a matador could be rewarded with an ear from the slain bull as a prize. On a symbolic level, this would make van Gogh both victorious matador and vanquished bull. But the BBC film says this practice was a later import from Spain. According to Murphey’s book Van Gogh’s Ear (2016), the first bullfight in which a bull was killed in Arles took place in 1894, though van Gogh could have heard of the practice without observing it himself. In any case, the bullfight van Gogh described to Theo was not completed due to injury. Van Gogh informed Theo: “A toreador crushed one of his balls jumping over the barrier.”

The Mystery of Van Gogh’s Ear ends with a religious explanation. Murphy characterizes Gaby as “one of the wounded angels he [van Gogh] wanted to help.” The narrator draws this conclusion: “Vincent had always been drawn to unfortunate women and nurtured Christ-like fantasies of martyring himself for the poor. It looks as if in his distress he saw giving Gaby his ear as an act of religious self-sacrifice and compassion.”

Now, to relate ears to the olive groves, recall that, according to the Bible, Christ was captured in the garden of olives prior to his trial and execution. In an attempt to prevent his capture, Simon Peter struck Malchus (the servant of the Jewish High Priest Caiaphas), cutting off his ear, which Christ miraculously restored. For van Gogh, the ear seems to have been some kind of sacrificial totem (whether bullfight-related or not) endowed with magical properties. Perhaps — in his confused state — van Gogh thought that by gifting the ear he could miraculously restore it to his own head.

Ironically, it was Irving Stone, author of the sensationalizing biographical novel Lust for Life (1934), who secured the single most important piece of evidence pertaining to the ear incident. He asked Dr. Félix Rey, the doctor who attended to van Gogh in Arles, to comment on the case. Rey replied with a before/and after drawing of the ear, which included the statement: “the ear was cut by a razor following the dotted line.” (The discovery of this evidence should put to rest the recent theory that Gauguin cut off van Gogh’s ear with his sword.) Van Gogh had almost nothing to say about the incident. In a letter to Theo on December 30, 1888, Dr. Rey said the artist referred to it as “a purely personal matter.” Dr. Peyron, who attended van Gogh at the asylum at Saint-Rémy, made the following note on May 8, 1889: “he has no more than a vague memory of all that, and is not aware of it” (see the comprehensive discussion of the ear incident in vangoghletters.org).

We should also note that Christmas was a fraught time of year for van Gogh. Isabella H. Perry has noted a number of “major catastrophes” suffered by the artist during the Christmas season, beginning in 1874 (“Vincent van Gogh’s Illness: A Case Record,” Bulletin of the History of Medicine, March-April 1947). The fact that he often did something bizarre or self-destructive at this time of year points to van Gogh’s uneasiness with organized religion as he had experienced it. He would have another disastrous breakdown in December at Saint-Rémy, which would lead him to depart the asylum once he had recovered.

Van Gogh did not feel confident to live alone after suffering multiple mental breakdowns. Moreover, he was harassed by some of the locals in Arles. A petition to have him institutionalized was circulated in February of 1889. It might have been the handiwork of the manager of the house van Gogh rented — which he immortalized in his paintings as the Yellow House — because, as Murphy has demonstrated, 24 of the 30 people who signed the petition were acquaintances of the manager who were not from Arles. In Van Gogh’s Ear, Murphey notes that the manager had already made an agreement to rent out van Gogh’s quarters to a tobacconist.

Black and white landscape photograph of an asylum in France.

Photograph of the asylum of Saint-Paul-de-Mausole with the Alpilles mountains in the background, postcard, c. 1940s. Photo: Van Gogh Route. Originally an Augustinian monastery with impressive Romanesque architecture, the asylum was run by the Catholic Sisters of the Order of Saint Joseph.

In the agriculturally developed countryside around Arles, van Gogh painted motifs such as wheat fields and blossoming fruit orchards. The latter related directly to the blossoming trees in the Japanese prints that van Gogh collected and admired. In the more forbidding environs of Saint-Rémy, which was less developed, with poor soil that was sandy and rocky, van Gogh painted the resilient olive trees that were its chief crop. The olive grove pictures represent 10% of the 150 paintings van Gogh completed during the year he spent at the asylum in Saint-Rémy.

Multiple paintings by Vincent Van Gogh.

Thumbnail images of all 15 paintings in the series. Photo: screen shot from “Conservation Spotlight: Vincent Van Gogh, 2021.” These paintings are arranged chronologically commencing in the upper left.

Before Van Gogh and the Olive Groves, there had never been an exhibition or a serious study that focused exclusively on this series. Van Gogh made so many remarkable paintings that this body of work has usually flown under the art historical radar. In the Metropolitan Museum of Art’s Heilbrunn Timeline of Art essay on van Gogh, the olive groves are only mentioned once, even though the museum owns two paintings in the series. John Walsh, in his 2019 lecture Van Gogh and the Asylum at Saint-Rémy, includes three olive grove paintings.

Installation photograph of the Dallas Museum of Art's Vincent Van Gogh exhibition.

Wide-angle installation shot of DMA gallery with ten olive grove paintings and one large drawing by van Gogh. The paintings are ordered chronologically, starting from the near right, proceeding in a counter-clockwise manner. Photo: John Smith, courtesy of the DMA.

The blockbuster exhibition Van Gogh in Saint-Rémy and Auvers that Ronald Pickvance organized at the Metropolitan in 1986 (the catalogue can be downloaded here), was exceptional in the attention he gave to the olive grove paintings. Pickvance included no less than seven olive grove paintings in his show. They correspond to the seven largest paintings (on size 30 canvases) in the DMA exhibition. They are situated on the two side walls in the installation shot reproduced above.

In 1993, Vojtěch Jirat-Wasiutyński published an excellent and comprehensive article called “Vincent van Gogh’s Paintings of Olive Trees and Cypresses from St.-Rémy” in the Art Bulletin. I did not come across it until this article was almost finished, but if I write again on this subject I will explore some of the issues raised in the article and its bibliography.

Installation photograph of the Dallas Museum of Art's Vincent Van Gogh exhibition.

Installation shot of the DMA gallery with three olive grove paintings and one large drawing by van Gogh. They are arranged chronologically from right to left. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

In the installation shot above, one can see the Nelson-Atkins painting (also reproduced at the beginning of this article); the painting at the Museum of Modern Art (MoMA), whose abstracted, visionary aspects most closely approach The Starry Night; and the signed painting in the Kröller-Müller Museum in Otterlo.

Installation photograph of the Dallas Museum of Art's Vincent Van Gogh exhibition.

Installation shot of the DMA gallery with four olive grove paintings by van Gogh. They are arranged chronologically from right to left. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

Starting on the right, one can see: the painting with the sun in Minneapolis; the painting at the VGM with the pink sky; the colorful painting at Gottenburg; and The Olive Pickers in Otterlo. (According to the DMA/VGM curatorial team, the paintings on these two walls are the second, third, fourth, eighth, ninth, eleventh, and thirteenth paintings in the series.) These seven olive tree paintings did not register very strongly with most visitors at the Metropolitan’s 1986 Van Gogh in Saint-Rémy and Auvers exhibition, who crowded around other works. In that show, the olive tree paintings faced dazzling competition from The Starry Night, Blossoming Almond Branches, and Entrance to the Mine, as well as paintings of cypresses, irises, and great portraits that Van Gogh also painted at Saint-Rémy (in addition to the pictures he subsequently painted in Auvers).

In the dark chamber of the oval — or olive — shaped second gallery, which is painted a striking aubergine (the purple-with-a-hint-of-brown color of a dark eggplant), van Gogh’s ten olive grove paintings take center stage, where they shimmer like jewels. I don’t think that anyone who sees this exhibition will forget these paintings. Ironically, the purple colors that van Gogh mixed into these canvases are precisely the ones that have faded the most, so the walls are emblazoned with that now-missing color. Nicole R. Myers, the DMA’s Barbara Thomas Lemmon Senior Curator of European Art, organized the exhibition at the DMA. She explained to me that the low-light level was necessitated by lender agreements due to the fragility of some of van Gogh’s pigments, including chrome yellows. Myers adds that visitors “gasp in delight” upon entering the chapel-like setting of the second gallery (it is much darker than it appears in the photos).

While I do not consider the olive grove pictures to be the equal of the best work Van Gogh produced at Saint-Rémy, they are fine paintings, nonetheless. The quality of the work from the last two years of van Gogh’s life is astonishing, as is the speed with which he painted these pictures. I enthusiastically recommend this exhibition to anyone who appreciates art. I have had many opportunities to see van Gogh’s olive tree paintings, beginning in 1978, when I traveled extensively and wrote my first art history final paper. It treated The Starry Night and the olive grove painting now at MoMA, and I discussed many of the letters quoted in this article. (Despite my enthusiasm, I had no idea what I was doing, and I am grateful to have the opportunity to write about this material again.) I imagined how this exhibition would look, but nothing prepared me for the artistry with which these paintings are presented in Van Gogh and the Olive Groves. I have never seen his work presented in a more beautiful and dramatic fashion.

It has been extremely difficult to mount van Gogh exhibitions for many decades. Negotiations for some of the pictures lent to Van Gogh and the Olive Groves took up to five years. Even back in 1984, when Pickvance mounted his Van Gogh in Arles exhibition at the Metropolitan, he was unable to secure many important loans. That exhibition, for instance, lacked any of the canonical paintings of sunflowers in vases. Pickvance also had trouble securing loans for his Van Gogh in Saint-Rémy and Auvers exhibition. As the monetary value of van Gogh’s paintings continues to escalate, it becomes ever harder to borrow them. Therefore it is quite an accomplishment to have gathered a total of 22 van Gogh paintings and a large drawing for this exhibition, as well as an important Gauguin painting and an accompanying illustrated letter. Unfortunately, due to a prior commitment and an exhibition calendar affected by the COVID pandemic, one of the two van Gogh paintings owned by the DMA could not be in the exhibition. Sheaves of Wheat was painted in Auvers in July of 1890 and was likely one of the artist’s last paintings.

Photograph of the exhibition research team at the Metropolitan Museum of Art.

Photograph of the exhibition research team at the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Photo: screen shot from “Conservation Spotlight: Vincent Van Gogh, 2021.” The full research team convened in Holland in the fall of 2018, and reunited at the Metropolitan in the fall of 2019.
The two olive grove paintings owned by the Metropolitan are on easels for closer inspection. The one on the left features the most Divisionist brushwork in the entire series. It can be accessed on the Met’s website here.
The picture on the right is the last of three versions of “Women Picking Olives,” and is discussed below. Both paintings came to the Metropolitan with the Walter H. and Leonore Annenberg collection, and they cannot be lent. (The second version of “Women Picking Olives” was gifted to the National Gallery in Washington D.C. by Chester Dale with the same prohibition.) The Metropolitan also owned the first version of “Women Picking Olives” (also discussed below) until it was sold by director Thomas Hoving in 1972 (see my Glasstire article: “Deaccessioning at the Met: From Scandal to Plein-Air Bonanza to Collection ‘Care,’” which also briefly discusses the Annenberg collection)
One of Van Gogh’s paintings of now-faded pink roses (discussed below), which is also in the Annenberg collection, is visible in the far right of this photograph.

In 2012, When Myers was an associate curator at the Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art in Kansas City, she commenced research on the museum’s olive grove picture (illustrated at the top of this article). As Myers notes in a DMA blog, she was “shocked to find that the painting belonged to a significant series about which I knew nothing.” Myers also discovered that there were many uncertainties and unanswered questions about this body of work.

Myers told me the thought of an exhibition came quickly to her. Within two or three years, she approached the Van Gogh Museum in Amsterdam. Since it owned three of the fifteen paintings in the series, as well as the two relevant drawings, Myers reasoned that an exhibition would not be possible without the VGM’s participation. She was delighted by the VGM’s positive reception of her proposal. The partnership became official in 2015.

As Myers notes in the DMA’s blog, her inquiries “launched the exhibition and the unprecedented comparative study that involved an international team of curators, researchers, conservators, and scientists.” When Myers came to the DMA in 2016, she brought the exhibition concept with her. After the show closes at the DMA on February 6, it will travel to the VGM in Amsterdam.

Nienke Bakker, Senior Curator of Paintings at the VGM, co-curated the exhibition with Myers. The collaborative partnership between the two museums included conservation and scientific research led by Kathrin Pilz, Paintings Conservator at the Van Gogh Museum. Research on the 15 paintings resulted in discoveries pertaining to Van Gogh’s techniques and materials. This allowed the team to draw new conclusions about the chronology of the series, as well as how paintings done in the studio differed from those executed outside, en plein-air. (For a discussion of plein-air painting, see my Glasstire article “Deaccessioning at the Met: From Scandal to Plein-Air Bonanza to Collection ‘Care’”).

The exhibition team also drew conclusions about how the fugitive nature of some of van Gogh’s pigments affected paintings in the exhibition. In a joint statement, co-curators Myers and Bakker declared: “After years of research, we are thrilled to reunite the olive grove series for the first time… These fascinating paintings clearly held an important place for Van Gogh within his oeuvre.” As noted above, three paintings in the series are prohibited from traveling, due to the terms by which they were gifted to the Met and the National Gallery. The VGM will display eleven olive grove paintings, but not the one from MoMA.

Introduction to the Exhibition: Series and Ensembles

Installation photograph of the Dallas Museum of Art's Vincent Van Gogh exhibition.

Installation shot of four small paintings by van Gogh. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

The introductory gallery of the exhibition features four small van Gogh paintings. Van Gogh tried — unsuccessfully — to market the first two paintings in the installation shot pictured above as components of a triptych that represented Spring.

Under the deep influence of Jean-François Millet’s (1813-1875) paintings of laboring peasants, van Gogh was very attentive to the seasons and to the symbolism of sowing and reaping. As the son of a minister of the Dutch Reformed Church and as a failed lay minister in the poor, coal-mining region of the Borinage in Belgium (where he was charitable to a fault and dismissed for excessive zeal and “undermining the dignity of the ministry”), van Gogh had a deep knowledge of Christian literature and symbolism. He identified deeply with peasants and the working poor. Nonetheless, he avoided painting his own compositions of biblical stories.

In Arles — immediately preceding his Saint-Rémy period — van Gogh stated that he wanted to avoid explicitly religious subject matter (his letters are quoted below). He sought to endow images of the natural world with the same emotional power as religious subjects.

A letter featuring writing and a drawing.

Detail of January 28, 1889 letter to Theo, with sketch of triptych (with photograph of La Berceuse (a painted portrait superimposed) over his sketch). Photo: screen shot from Van Gogh: Irises and Roses, 2015.

In a letter to Theo from Arles on January 28, 1889, van Gogh wrote of making multiple “soothing” triptychs composed of a portrait called La Berceuse framed on both sides by sunflower paintings. Van Gogh wrote of “Icelandic fishermen and their melancholy isolation, exposed to all the dangers, alone on the sad sea.” Van Gogh explained that he viewed sailors as “children and martyrs,” and he imagined the portraits would provide them with the “feeling of being rocked, reminding them of their own lullabies.” Van Gogh elaborated that the sunflowers would “thus form standard lamps or candelabra at the sides.” La Berceuse was essentially a comforting secular Madonna. She was meant to be “illuminated” by candelabra-like paintings of sunflowers in a structure that invoked an altarpiece, one custom-made to soothe the children/martyrs of the sad sea.

Van Gogh, in fact, wanted to replace conventional religion and religious subjects, as he noted in a letter to Theo written in Arles on September 3, 1888:

Ah, my dear brother, sometimes I know so clearly what I want. In life and in painting too, I can easily do without the dear Lord, but I can’t, suffering as I do, do without something greater than myself, which is my life, the power to create. And if frustrated in this power physically, we try to create thoughts instead of children; in that way, we’re part of humanity all the same. And in a painting I’d like to say something consoling, like a piece of music. I’d like to paint men or women with that je ne sais quoi of the eternal, of which the halo used to be the symbol, and which we try to achieve through the radiance itself, through the vibrancy of our colorations.

In the same letter, van Gogh explains how he wants to convey love, consciousness, hope, and ardor through color itself in depictions of the natural world:

To express the love of two lovers through a marriage of two complementary colours, their mixture and their contrasts, the mysterious vibrations of adjacent tones. To express the thought of a forehead through the radiance of a light tone on a dark background. To express hope through some star. The ardour of a living being through the rays of a setting sun. That’s certainly not trompe-l’oeil realism, but isn’t it something that really exists?

Van Gogh’s discomfort with religious imagery came to a dramatic head when he twice attempted — and twice destroyed — a painting of Christ in the garden of olives. He wrote to Theo from Arles on July 8 or 9, 1888:

I’ve scraped off one of the large painted studies. A Garden of Olives — with a blue and orange Christ figure, a yellow angel — a piece of red earth, green and blue hills. Olive trees with purple and crimson trunks, with grey green and blue foliage. Sky lemon yellow.

I scraped it off because I tell myself it’s wrong to do figures of that importance without a model.

In a letter to Theo dated September 21, 1888, van Gogh explained the destruction of his second painting of Christ in the garden of olives:

For the second time I’ve scraped off a study of a Christ with the angel in the Garden of Olives. Because here I see real olive trees. 

But I can’t, or rather, I don’t wish, to paint it without models. But I have it in my mind with colour — the starry night, the figure of Christ blue, the strongest blues, and the angel broken lemon yellow.

And all the purples from a blood-red purple to ash in the landscape.

Van Gogh also reported the destruction of the second version of this theme to Émile Bernard around October 5, 1888:

I mercilessly destroyed an important canvas — a Christ with the angel in Gethsemane — as well as another one depicting the poet with a starry sky — because the form hadn’t been studied from the model beforehand, necessary in such cases — despite the fact that the colour was right.

As we shall see, Van Gogh subsequently criticized Gauguin’s and Bernard’s versions of Christ in the garden (the letter to Gauguin is lost; the one to Bernard is harsh). Did van Gogh seek to express something equivalent in power and pathos to Christ’s passion in his subsequent paintings, with only the olive trees themselves, in their gnarled, twisted forms, their “complementary colors,” and their “mysterious vibrations of adjacent tones”?

Van Gogh’s anxiety extended to relative abstraction. He recoiled from the imagined, exaggerated features of The Starry Night and its closest cognate in the suite of olive grove paintings. Van Gogh instead tacked closer to nature—as if his sanity depended upon it.

The Olive Grove Paintings: June and July

Installation photograph of the Dallas Museum of Art's Vincent Van Gogh exhibition.

Installation view of three paintings and a drawing. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

The full parameters of van Gogh’s investigations are evident in the first three paintings in the series. The first painting, on the right, is a freely painted sketch, done before the motif. The second (reproduced in full at the top of this article) is one of the most highly resolved depictions of trees, shadows, and earth. The third painting is van Gogh’s greatest olive tree flight-of-fancy.

A painting of olive trees. The painting is very gestural and features swirling lines.

Vincent van Gogh, “Olive Trees” (detail), June 1889, oil on canvas, National Galleries of Scotland. Purchased 1934. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

This painting follows an exploratory brush and ink sketch in the VGM. The exhibition team concluded that this painting was done out of doors in a single sitting. Van Gogh painted with great rapidity and confidence, applying a myriad of colors in discrete and varied strokes. Sometimes he used straight, parallel strokes, as in his treatment of the ground. In his handling of the olive tree leaves, van Gogh utilized curving, overlapping strokes of variable length. The green foliage just above the horizon line is rendered in a flat, generalized manner. The lightest areas at the top of the detail are rendered in thick impasto. A zoomable image on the National Galleries of Scotland website can be viewed here.

A painting of olive trees. The painting is very gestural and features swirling lines.

Vincent van Gogh, “Olive Trees” (detail), June 1889, oil on canvas, The Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art, Kansas City, Missouri. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

The Nelson-Atkins picture is a gem of a painting that, at first glance, looks relatively straightforward. That is, until one takes a good look at the ground: it shimmers like quicksand and seems to flow like an ocean current. In the far right of the detail reproduced above, a round treetop emanating from a single branch seems to be reflected in the earth beneath it, as if the ground were a perfect mirror. That leafy-green mirror image then merges with blue areas of shadow, combining to form a mini island, around which a lighter energetic “current” flows along the bottom of the picture, curving around the red flowers in the lower right corner. Some mysterious force seems to be afoot here — as if van Gogh senses and renders some unseen magnetic energy or field.

When she was employed at the Nelson-Atkins, Myers noticed that, in his letters, van Gogh described purple shadows that are currently blue. This led her to investigate the properties of the paints utilized by the artist. Van Gogh knew that certain recently developed pigments (which were made from organic substances rather than minerals), were unstable and fugitive. As he told Theo in a letter from around April 11, 1888: “all the colours that Impressionism has made fashionable are unstable, all the more reason boldly to use them too raw, time will only soften them too much.” He evidently did not realize just how much they would fade. As a consequence, the complementary color contrasts that van Gogh so often devised (violet and yellow; red and green) were soon muted by the fading of the red pigments he deployed.

Samples of paint applied to canvas.

Photographs of edges of two canvases by van Gogh and a paint sample. Photo: “Conservation Spotlight: Vincent Van Gogh, 2021.” In the photo on the left, one can see that on the top and left edges of van Gogh’s painting (which were protected from ultra-violet light by the edges of the frame) are more colorful than the rest of the painting because the red pigments he used did not fade very much in those protected areas. In the photo in the upper right, one can see that the frame protected the bottom edge of the painting from fading. One can see the presence of more red paint (which van Gogh often mixed with white). One can also see a violet tint to the blue area that was protected by the frame, so it is evident that the light blue paint was originally violet.
The image in the lower right is a cross section of a paint chip taken from a van Gogh canvas. The area visible to the viewer is at the very top, where the paint has faded to blue. Just a little bit lower, we can see that the paint is more purple: this area has not faded, because the organic red colors that van Gogh mixed into it were protected by the now-faded layer above it. These three details show how violet colors have faded to blue, and pink and salmon colors have faded to a near white.

 

Sarah Everts discusses the effects of fugitive pigments in several of van Gogh’s paintings in a 2016 c&en article, including how a painting with pink roses faded noticeably in just the 17 years it hung in the house of the artist’s mother. Van Gogh: Irises and Roses (2015), a short Metropolitan Museum video, juxtaposes old color photographs to give an idea of how the pigments in the flowers faded (pink turned white and violet turned blue). It also reconstructs how the iris and rose still life paintings (also made at Saint-Rémy) would have looked before van Gogh’s paint faded. A longer video, Van Gogh at the Met: recent insights through technical examination (2020) treats this material comprehensively. Both videos also address other subjects, including some olive grove paintings.

Laura Eva Hartman, a DMA Paintings Conservator, discusses research on unstable pigments van Gogh utilized in several paintings in the DMA video Conservation Spotlight: Vincent Van Gogh (2021).

A painting of olive trees. The painting is very gestural and features swirling lines.

Vincent van Gogh, “The Olive Trees,” June 1889, oil on canvas, The Museum of Modern Art, New York, Mrs. John Hay Whitney Bequest. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

Among the olive grove paintings, the one at MoMA represents van Gogh’s greatest departure from the motif. What first appears to be a green stream or path in the lower right corner of the MoMA picture quickly splits in two and becomes unhinged from the soil, like a molten emerald lava flow floating above the earth. Or perhaps it is a visualization of the mistral, the often-ferocious cold, piercing wind that made it impossible to paint outdoors. The mistral, which haunts the region as the seasons change and is said to have the power to drive men mad, was mentioned by van Gogh in 45 letters between March of 1888 and February 1890.

In the MoMA picture, the ground itself seems to be segregated into dissociated areas of light and dark. In photographs, one can see that the ground is built up slightly around the trunks (where the ground was mulched), and grass often grows thicker in proximity to the trunks. But van Gogh has greatly exaggerated this natural effect in this painting.

A landscape painting depicting trees, mountains and a sweeping sky.

Vincent van Gogh, “The Olive Trees” (detail), June 1889, oil on canvas, The Museum of Modern Art, New York, Mrs. John Hay Whitney Bequest. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

The single strangest element, however, is the center of the sky, which is dominated by a strangely anthropomorphic cloud that resembles a bluish embryo within a lighter embryo. The two primary peaks in the background correspond to actual geographical forms, but van Gogh depicts them wildly out of proportion. In real life, Mont Gaussier on the right is massive, and the strange rock formation on the left is relatively small. Van Gogh equalizes them so that they can frame and “cradle” the doubly embryonic cloud that floats between them.

The deep blue hillocks, generous beneficiaries of a shipment of paint Theo sent to van Gogh that was also utilized in The Starry Night, bear a greater resemblance to camel humps than to any rolling hills I’ve ever seen. The tree trunks and branches seem more blue than brown. Before the paint faded, at least some of these blue touches would have been tinged with purple.

Nestled along the horizon of blue humps, the treetops merge into a single, unitary form that imitates the rhythmic hillock humps — as if all of creation were dancing to a shared cosmic tune.

The present picture and the painting we know as The Starry Night (which did not receive that name until 1927) were mentioned together in two letters van Gogh wrote to Theo. When MoMA acquired The Olive Trees in 1998, chief curator Kirk Varnedoe referred to it and The Starry Night as “virtually twinned” demonstrations of van Gogh’s “boldest, most innovative style.” He also declared: “after a century apart, day finally rejoins night in this amazing reunion” (“Day Meets Night in Whitney Bequest,” MoMA, October, 1998).

The first of the two letters mentioned above was on or around June 18, 1889, when the artist noted: “At last I have a landscape with olive trees, and also a new study of a starry sky.”

In his letter on or around September 20, van Gogh referred to the former painting as Night study and the latter as Study of olive trees.

He also explained the logic of three paintings in this letter:

The olive trees with white cloud and background of mountains [the present painting], as well as the Moonrise [Wheatfield with Sheaves and Moonrise] and the Night effect [The Starry Night] –

These are exaggerations from the point of view of the arrangement, their lines are contorted like those of the ancient woodcuts. The olive trees are more in character, just as in the other study and I’ve tried to express the time of day when one sees the green beetles and the cicadas flying in the heat.

A drawing of Vincent Van Gogh's famous starry night painting.

Vincent van Gogh, “The Starry Night,” reed pen drawing and wash, 1889. Formerly in the collection of the Bremen Kunsthalle, it was looted during World War II, and is now in Russia. Photo: Artnet. Van Gogh made drawings of his paintings in order to correct and refine the compositions and to have images to dispatch to Theo while the thick paint on his canvases dried. In his painting of “The Starry Night,” the lone cypress tree in the left foreground seems more like a magnificent work of architecture than a tree. It dwarfs the church steeple in the center of the painting, as if to say: “nature is great and organized religion is small.” In the drawing, the cypress tree is even more monumental — the natural equivalent of a cathedral. The central tendril — which is so tall its tip has to bend in order to remain within the frame of the drawing — emanates from a succession of onion-like domes. The landscape, which is rendered fairly indifferently in the painting, is tightened up: it is energized, and united into a series of wave-like, rhythmic forms. The moon is greatly enlarged. The stars are bigger, too. One of them is nestled within the tips of the cypress, creating a dynamic tension between foreground and background. Venus (the white heavenly body in the painting that is near the horizon) is less emphatic in the drawing because there is nothing to differentiate it from what are multi-hued stars in the painting.
The lines of force that map out the sky do indeed recall the often slightly curving forms found in archaic woodcuts (mentioned by van Gogh in the passage above). In drawings such as this one, van Gogh’s brushstrokes are translated back into graphic marks, providing us with a key to unlock the mysteries of his unique brushwork. Almost every element in the drawing is better and more powerful than the corresponding element in the painting. Only the swirling forms in the center of the sky disappoint, because they are smaller and much less emphatic than they are in the painting. Van Gogh has weakened the center of his cosmic vision, which, in my view, is the beating heart of his painting. It’s the single most astonishing, mysterious, sublime, and admired element in “The Starry Night.” We can only wish that van Gogh had painted multiple iterations of this composition.

The Starry Night and MoMA’s Olive Grove are kindred-spirit paintings: both feature bold exaggerations and stylistic accents the artist compared to archaic woodcuts.

From van Gogh’s perspective, these two paintings are relatively abstract. In the letter from around September 20, 1889, van Gogh speculates that Gauguin and Bernard were making similar paintings. Van Gogh only completed one more olive grove painting before he had a serious breakdown that interrupted his work. Thereafter, he retreated from the exaggerated stylizations and effects found in The Starry Night and MoMA’s Olive Grove. Van Gogh described his wavering artistic impulses in letters to Theo and Bernard.

Theo had specifically criticized The Starry Night in a letter from Paris on October 22, 1889, in which he said: “I consider that you’re strongest when you’re doing real things [he cited The Irises and The Tarascon Stagecoach, among other paintings] … The form is so well defined and the whole is full of colour.” Theo had an unfavorable view of Vincent’s newer paintings: “I clearly sense what preoccupies you in the new canvases like the village in the moonlight [The Starry Night] or the mountains [The Alpilles with a Hut], but I feel that the search for style takes away the real sentiment of things.”

Theo, of course, was an art dealer, who could not sell his brother’s tamest paintings, much less his wildest ones. From a purely formal viewpoint, van Gogh’s handling of paint (the individual brushstrokes and the unity of the entire web of brushstrokes) was best in paintings he rendered from life. But sometimes his conceptions were so dazzling, unique, and powerful — as in The Starry Night — that they more than compensated from a lapse in formal fluency.

The artist defended his stylistic choices in a letter to Theo on November 3:

For despite what you say in your previous letter, that the search for style often harms other qualities, the fact is that I feel myself greatly driven to seek style, if you like, but I mean by that a more manly and more deliberate drawing. If that will make me more like Bernard or Gauguin, I can’t do anything about it. But [I] am inclined to believe that in the long run you’d get used to it.

Finally, in a letter to Bernard around November 26, 1889, van Gogh noted that, under Gauguin’s influence, he “once or twice allowed myself to be led into abstraction” (he describes La Berceuse as one example). But he refers to abstraction as “enchanted ground” and, in the next paragraph, appears to rebuke painting from memory and imagination, and The Starry Night in particular: “However, once again I’m allowing myself to do stars too big, &c., new setback, and I’ve enough of that.”

A painting of olive trees. The painting is very gestural and features swirling lines.

Vincent van Gogh, “Olive Grove,” July 1889, oil on canvas, Kröller – Müller Museum, Otterlo, The Netherlands. Photographer: Rik Klein Gotink.

Unlike the MoMA version of olive trees, in which the olive leaves merged together to create a series of humpy hills, here the leaves terminate in points that thrust skyward. They are, nonetheless, very highly stylized, and their blue-green colors are quite artificial. The sky also seems to be charged with a crackling, curving, and vertically-oriented energy (perhaps inspired by woodcut techniques). The handling of the sky recalls the fields of force in the background of the famous self-portrait in the Musée d’Orsay, which van Gogh painted in Saint-Rémy.

No supercharged currents of any particular note continue along the ground, however, where each tree seems to be nestled in its own mini-hillock. The fact that this painting is signed has led some to speculate that the artist was likely particularly pleased with it. Or perhaps he was heartened by the direction his work was taking, since he was unaware of his imminent breakdown.

Van Gogh’s July Breakdown and his Olive Grove Paintings from September and October

Installation photograph of the Dallas Museum of Art's Vincent Van Gogh exhibition.

Installation shot of two small olive grove paintings by van Gogh and Paul Gauguin’s “Christ in the Garden of Olives,” November, 1889. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

Van Gogh suffered a severe breakdown in mid-July, which he reported to Theo on August 22, 1889:

This new crisis, my dear brother, came upon me in the fields, and when I was in the middle of painting on a windy day. I’ll send you the canvas, which I nevertheless finished. [The painting was Entrance to a Quarry.] And it was precisely a more sober attempt, matt in colour without looking impressive, broken greens, reds and rusty ochre yellows, as I told you that from time to time I felt a desire to begin again with a palette like the one in the north.

In a letter to Theo on or around October 8, 1889, van Gogh explained that he was fine between breakdowns:

As for me, my health has been good lately – I really think that Mr Peyron [the director of the asylum] is right when he says that strictly speaking I’m not mad, for my thoughts are absolutely normal and clear between times, and even more than before, but during the crises it’s terrible however, and then I lose consciousness of everything. But it drives me to work and to seriousness, as a coal-miner who is always in danger makes haste in what he does.

As van Gogh noted in the passage above, he lost consciousness during his attacks. Moreover, after the severe attack that interrupted his course of work on the olive grove paintings, his next efforts were more tentative — as evidenced by the two smaller paintings in the installation shot above (painted in September and October, respectively), as well as a third painting that is not in the DMA exhibition (painted in September). It apparently was not easy for van Gogh to get his groove back. We should not, therefore, attribute van Gogh’s unique artistic vision to disease, unlike — to cite one of the many authors the multi-lingual artist admired — the obviously mad narrator of Edgar Allen Poe’s The Tell-Tale Heart (1843), who declared:

The disease had sharpened my senses — not destroyed — not dulled them. Above all was the sense of hearing acute. I heard all things in the heaven and in the earth. I heard many things in hell. How, then, am I mad? Hearken! and observe how healthily — how calmly I can tell you the whole story.

Van Gogh feared his breakdowns, and that fear impelled him to work ever harder when he was in good health.

Van Gogh Criticizes Gauguin’s and Bernard’s Paintings of Christ in the Garden of Olives

A framed letter, written by Paul Gauguin to van Gogh. The letter contains writing and drawings.

Paul Gauguin, letter to Vincent van Gogh with two sketches, c. November 10-13, 1889, ink and watercolor on paper. Collection of the Van Gogh Museum, Amsterdam. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

Around November 10-13, Gauguin wrote a letter to van Gogh from Le Pouldu (illustrated above). He told van Gogh that he had a painting he thought would be of interest to him:

It’s Christ in the Garden of Olives – blue-green sky, dusk, trees all bent into a purple mass, ground violet and Christ wrapped in a dark ochre garment has vermilion hair. As this canvas isn’t destined to be understood I’m keeping it for a long time. [Which means that he was not sending it to Theo.] Included is this drawing, which will give you a vague idea of it.

Van Gogh apparently did not like the painting. Gauguin did not preserve the letter van Gogh wrote in response. But in his next letter to van Gogh, Gauguin defended experimentation and noted that he only made “one religious painting this year.”

A painting of Christ by artist Paul Gauguin.

Paul Gauguin, “Christ in the Garden of Olives,” November 1889, oil on canvas, Norton Museum of Art, West Palm Beach, Florida. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

In a letter to Bernard, Gauguin stated that it would be “pointless” to show the painting to Theo, who already had a number of religious paintings by Gauguin that he did not appreciate.

Black and white artwork depicting multiple figures.

Émile Bernard, “Christ in the Garden of Olives,” November 1889, oil on canvas, location unknown. Photo: Ronald Pickvance, Van Gogh at Saint-Rémy and Auvers, 1986? (Not in the DMA’s exhibition.)

Van Gogh berated Bernard in a long and relentless letter from around November 26, 1889. It is the same letter (quoted above) in which van Gogh dismissed his own Starry Night. Bernard had sent him six photos in his previous letter, most or all of which depicted his recent religious paintings. He blasts Bernard’s Adoration of the Shepherds: “the mother who starts praying instead of giving suck, the fat ecclesiastical bigwigs, kneeling as if in an epileptic fit, God knows how or why they’re there, but I myself don’t find it healthy.” Doubting Bernard’s sincerity, he compares the painting to Millet’s Birth of a Calf (1864) and declares: “one has to look for the possible, the logical, the true.”

Van Gogh made a thumbnail sketch of Bernard’s painting Red Poplars (1887), which he used to rail against another religious painting by Bernard with a very familiar subject:

And when I compare that with that nightmare of a Christ in the Garden of Olives, well, it makes me feel sad, and I herewith ask you again, crying out loud and giving you a piece of my mind with all the power of my lungs, to please become a little more yourself again.

Van Gogh does not beat around the bush:

The Christ carrying his Cross is atrocious. Are the splashes of colour in it harmonious? But I won’t let you off the hook for a commonplace — commonplace, you hear — in the composition.

After explaining how he had lost his way with abstractions (including The Starry Night), van Gogh describes two of his landscapes: The Garden of the Asylum and Wheatfield at Sunrise. Van Gogh explains that he intended to convey antithetical emotions in these two paintings:

A ray of sun — the last glimmer — exalts the dark ochre to orange — small dark figures prowl here and there between the trunks. You’ll understand that this combination of red ochre, of green saddened with grey, of black lines that define the outlines, this gives rise a little to the feeling of anxiety from which some of my companions in misfortune often suffer, and which is calledseeing red.’ And what’s more, the motif of the great tree struck by lightning, the sickly green and pink smile of the last flower of autumn, confirms this idea. [I have quoted only the last portion of a very long description.] Another canvas depicts a sun rising over a field of new wheat. Receding lines of the furrows run high up on the canvas, towards a wall and a range of lilac hills. The field is violet and green-yellow. The white sun is surrounded by a large yellow aureole. In it, in contrast to the other canvas, I have tried to express calm, a great peace. 

After these descriptions, van Gogh argued that his landscapes could convey the emotional equivalent of biblical stories, whether they be suffering or calming in nature. Then van Gogh pointedly told Bernard that he didn’t have to refer to the Bible to convey these feelings:

I’m speaking to you of these two canvases, and especially the first, to remind you that in order to give an impression of anxiety, you can try to do it without heading straight for the historical garden of Gethsemane; in order to offer a consoling and gentle subject it isn’t necessary to depict the figures from the Sermon on the Mount…

Van Gogh tells Bernard that he is right to be moved by the Bible, but that modern realities make it impossible to “abstractly… reconstruct ancient times in our thoughts.” Van Gogh adds that even the great Millet — who he says read only the Bible — almost never painted biblical scenes.

Near the end of the letter, van Gogh complains of his lack of models and noted:

Have just done 5 no. 30 canvases of the olive trees… What I’m making is harsh, dry, but it’s because I’m trying to reinvigorate myself by means of rather arduous work, and would fear that abstractions would make me soft.

Van Gogh felt that he needed the rigor of painting directly from the motif, even if he finished his paintings in his studio in the asylum.

A large olive tree. The trunk is very gnarly and knotted.

Photograph of an olive grove in the garden of Gethsemane, Jerusalem. Photo: flickr.

Van Gogh noted to Theo that Bernard had probably never seen an olive tree. I doubt, however, that van Gogh was familiar with the olive trees in Gethsemane, which was the first olive grove I experienced. Individual trunks of these ancient trees are many feet in circumference. Sometimes they crowd together and seem like a wall. They bear little resemblance to the relatively scrawny trees that van Gogh painted in Saint-Rémy.

The Olive Grove Paintings in November and December

Painting of trees in an olive grove. The painting is very gestural and features moving brushstrokes.

Vincent van Gogh, “Olive Trees,” November 1889, oil on canvas, Minneapolis Institute of Art, The William Hood Dunwoody Fund. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

In the same letter to Bernard from around November 26, van Gogh describes five large olive grove paintings that he had made in December:

So at present am working in the olive trees, seeking the different effects of a grey sky against yellow earth, with dark green note of the foliage; another time the earth and foliage all purplish against yellow sky, then red ochre earth and pink and green sky. See, that interests me more than the so-called abstractions.

Van Gogh would paint three more olive grove pictures in December.

On November 26, van Gogh also wrote to Theo, telling him:

I’ve been working this month in the olive groves, for they’d driven me mad with their Christs in the garden, in which nothing is observed. Of course there’s no question of me doing anything from the Bible – and I’ve written to Bernard, and also to Gauguin, that I believed that thinking and not dreaming was our duty, that I was therefore astonished when looking at their work by the fact that they give way to that. For Bernard has sent me photos of his canvases. The thing about them is that they’re sorts of dreams and nightmares… but it gives me an uncomfortable feeling of a tumble rather than progress.

Van Gogh added:

Well, to shake this off, I’ve been messing about in the groves morning and evening on these bright and cold days, but in very beautiful, clear sunshine, and the result is 5 no. 30 canvases which, with the 3 studies of olive trees that you have, at least constitute an attack on the problem. 

Instead of imaginative “abstractions,” van Gogh produced five paintings of olive groves in November of 1889. The picture now in Minneapolis features a bright sun, which for van Gogh was an emblem of life. Contemporary viewers are accustomed to van Gogh’s large sun and his textured sky, but they must have been very novel effects for period viewers. Perhaps the leaves seem like the most realistic element in this painting. The trunks are strange; the ground and the shadows of the trees are extremely artificial-looking.

Painting of trees in an olive grove. The painting is very gestural and features moving brushstrokes.

Vincent van Gogh, “Olive Grove, Saint-Rémy,” November 1889, oil on canvas, Gothenburg Museum of Art, Sweden. Photo: Ruben C. Cordova.

This could be van Gogh’s boldest painting of olive trees, in part because the colors are relatively well preserved. In this painting, van Gogh made less use of fugitive pigments than in his other paintings (though the light blue shadows on the ground were originally purple). The varied coloristic effects are strong throughout the painting.

21 Jan 17:37

COVID Will Eventually Be Endemic, and I Absolutely Know What That Word Means

by Jeremy Hooper

Everyone’s still so scared of COVID. But come on, people. It’s going to be endemic soon enough. And that has to mean, uh, something.

Endemic means freedom, more or less. Sometimes more, but occasionally less. They say less is more, and that’ll be the case here. Except when more’s less.

It means no more putting on a mask. Also, no more taking it off. You’ll never have to remember to bring one because you’ll never be able to forget.

Endemic means no more shots. Okay, well, not no more. But like on a regular schedule, when your doctor tells you. It won’t be every few months; it’ll be, at most, three or four times a year (five in a leap year).

It means regular school. With, of course, restrictions regularly in place. But they won’t be that strict. Just regular ol’ strict, applied regularly. And strictly.

It means dining indoors. If you thought all this time that the virus couldn’t get you as long as you were sitting and eating, then you’re in luck. Once things are endemic, you’ll be proven to be just as right and as wrong as you were all along.

Endemic means “completely and utterly gone”—is what I might say if I didn’t know what endemic meant and you just didn’t give me that weird look. Which I do and you did, so, um, yeah—we’re good to move on, both of us totally knowing what the word means.

It means less blurring of the line between work and home. Your house will go back to being a place that just happens to have a desk and computer and a spouse who nags you for typing too loudly. Your office will be the place that happens to have a bed and dresser and named partner who nags you for chewing too loudly.

Endemic means no more testing. Or it means a lot more testing. Do you know the answer? I, of course, know. I’m just testing you.

Endemic means getting together with friends. Wait, sorry, forgot my punctuation—it means getting together with Friends. Or Seinfeld. But not Caroline In The City, which doesn’t seem to be streaming. And also not your friend Caroline in your own city, as Caroline’s immunocompromised and even endemic cities are COVID dens.

It means traveling the world. Germany. China. Mexico. Whatever other countries are at EPCOT.

Endemic means a return to crowded places. Like theaters. And then hospitals. Plus stadiums. And then hospitals. And arenas. Followed by hospitals. Very crowded hospitals.

It means no more supply chain issues. And no more inflation. And no more having to pretend your mask makes you unable to talk so you don’t intimidate others with just how much you absolutely know what all of those terms mean too.

It means seeing grandma. At her memorial service, sure. But, you know, also other places. Because endemic means “I see you.” And also ICU.

It means not quarantining for ten days. As for the other three hundred fifty-five days, who’s to say? But for ten days, you should be good. Except if you’re not because you have COVID. Which will be endemic, so be careful.

It means not only putting a period on COVID, but also an asterisk.

It means the dawn of a new day, in that you’ll be groggy and in your pajamas and likely hungover.

It means closing time for COVID, but specifically the part of the song that goes, “every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.”

Sure, we won’t be able to do everything because endemic doesn’t mean freedom. Yes, I know I said it did, but endemic means the freedom to change my mind—if that’s okay with you. If not, I’m not sorry since endemic means never having to say you’re sorry.

The bottom line is we’re all going to die.

The real bottom line is that far fewer of us will die as quickly once things are endemic. Though far more of us will die even more slowly. On the inside.

21 Jan 17:36

Comedian Louie Anderson Has Died At 68

by Jeremy Mathai

In deeply saddening news, actor and acclaimed comedy legend Louie Anderson has died at the age of 68. Initial reports of Anderson's hospitalization due to treatment of diffuse large B cell lymphoma, which is a particularly aggressive and the most common type of non-Hodgkin lymphoma cancer, came from fellow comedian, actor, and filmmaker Pauly Shore. A longtime friend of Anderson, Shore tweeted the day before that he had been visiting his Las Vegas hospital to say his goodbyes, alongside the late comedian's family and close friends. As he put it at the time: 

"...I say this with a heavy heart just left the hospital in Las Vegas where Louie Anderson his sisters and close friend were kind enough to let me say my goodbyes he's still with us but keep him in your prayers." 

According to Deadline, Louie Anderson's subsequent passing on Friday morning has since been confirmed by the comedian's publicist, Glenn Schwartz, who released a statement saying that Anderson died "peacefully."

The beloved comedian, game show host, and Emmy-winning actor was a regular presence on stage and on television, making a name for himself in the comedy scene and ultimately leading to his stand-up debut on Johnny Carson's "The Tonight Show" in 1984. After landing a small role in "Ferris Bueller's Day Off" (specifically appearing in the singing telegram scene), his big break in film came four years later when he was cast in John Landis' "Coming To America." His classic role as a "McDowell's" worker alongside Eddie Murphy actually came at the behest of Paramount, a story that Murphy told himself during an appearance on "Jimmy Kimmel Live" last year while promoting the sequel, "Coming 2 America."

Anderson returned to reprise his role for the 2021 film and remained busy in recent years as well, culminating in perhaps his most meaningful performance in the FX series "Baskets." His turn as Christine Baskets led to two Emmy nominations in 2017 and 2018, as well as an Emmy win for Outstanding Supporting Actor in a Comedy Series in 2016.

"One Of TV Comedy's Greatest Gifts"

Born on March 24, 1953, in St. Paul, Minnesota, Louie Anderson was the second youngest of 11 children and constantly praised his mother's role in shaping his life -- particularly influencing his acclaimed turn in "Baskets." His self-deprecating jokes and incredible work ethic helped Anderson earn his way to the top of the stand-up circuit, further bolstered by the handful of comedy specials he took part in (including one in which he appeared with the late Bob Saget, in 1984's "Young Comedians"). 

A decade later, Anderson created and starred in the Fox animated series "Life With Louie," based on his own childhood and leading to two Daytime Emmy Awards for Outstanding Performer in an Animated Program. From 1999 to 2002, the talented comedian even became the host of the new version of the classic game show program, "Family Feud." Various television roles over the years included "Grace Under Fire," "Chicago Hope," "Touched by an Angel," "Scrubs," "Joey," and most recently "Young Sheldon" and "Search Party."

Mourning, fond remembrances, and public celebration of his life poured in on social media on Friday, with many of his peers taking to Twitter to eulogize the late, great comedy legend. Actor Michael Abbot Jr. praised Anderson's role in "Baskets" and his overall legacy, crowning him as "...one of tv [comedy's] greatest gifts." Michael McKean poignantly stated, "'Baskets' was such a phenomenal 'second act' for Louie Anderson. I wish he'd gotten a third." Fellow comedian Travon Free's most lasting memory of Louie Anderson might very well be the most touching, as he revealed that Anderson "...was a very dear friend and one of the people who very early in my career believed in me and would put me and a couple of other comics he loved up in a hotel in Vegas and pay us to open for him when we needed money. What a huge loss. Rest in peace my friend."

Louie Anderson leaves behind two sisters, Lisa and Shanna Anderson, and a lasting legacy that will forever live on among stand-up comics, actors, and his many, many fans.

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21 Jan 17:32

Xbox boss wants to revive old Activision Blizzard games like Hexen and King's Quest

by Alice O'Connor
Cowboy Who?

Still no word on Pitfall or Pitfall II :(

Of the many possibilities that Microsoft buying Activision Blizzard might enable, only one seems really clear: that Microsoft will put Actiblizz games on Game Pass. Beyond that, it's all mights and maybes. Here's another maybe: Microsoft Gaming CEO Phil Spencer says they're hoping to dig into Actiblizz's "franchises that I love from my childhood," raising the likes of Hexen and King's Quest. What better use for $69 billion than wallowing in nostalgia?

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21 Jan 15:52

Meat Loaf, Grammy-winning singer famous for 'I'd Do Anything For Love,' has died

Singer Meat Loaf performs in support of Republican presidential candidate and former Massachusetts Gov. Mitt Romney at the football stadium at Defiance High School in Defiance, Ohio, Thursday, Oct. 25, 2012.

Meat Loaf, born Marvin Lee Aday, was best known for Bat Out Of Hell, one of the best selling albums of all time.

(Image credit: Charles Dharapak/AP File Photo)

21 Jan 15:46

We Can’t Run This College into the Ground Without Your Help

by Matthew Thiele

Dear College Faculty,

Effective immediately, there will be a moratorium on resignations. Thanks to COVID, the governor has generously formalized his long-standing informal suspension of the Thirteenth Amendment. It’s now perfectly legal to treat you like our property. Don’t worry; you’ll still get paid two-thirds of your starting salary. Unfortunately, we are discontinuing contributions to health and retirement plans.

You had your chance to quit gracefully. Now you’re stuck with us until either the school shuts down for good or enrollment increases by thirty-five percent. We will be forced to send Mark and Rob from Campus Security after anyone who attempts to leave. Their golf cart’s batteries are fully charged.

We will consider releasing you in the event of your death on a case-by-case basis, but we reserve the right to assign your spirit to the clock tower as part of our Spooky Campus Legends marketing campaign. Any worker who jumps to their death from the clock tower will be automatically enrolled. Thank you in advance for your undying commitment to Hills Lake College.

Since you’ve been complaining about it for the last decade, we know you’re aware of the poor student success rates in online classes. We realize now that you were right all along, so we need everyone back in the classroom. We have suspended mask use based on feedback from students. They prefer not to audition new sexual partners with a mask on.

You probably noticed that we gave up trying to prevent you from speaking out about how dangerous it is to be packing tons of people into tiny, poorly ventilated classrooms during a global viral epidemic. It turns out that nobody cares but you, so you have our permission to speak freely about it now. Get good and mad. The legislature loves it when teachers are pissed off.

We will be farming you out to local employers to offset a significant revenue shortfall caused when we converted the library to an Esports complex. Faculty will be required to volunteer one week per month at the federal prison, the high school, the lunchroom, or the Park ’n’ Sip. We’re looking into selling some of you to DARPA for medical experimentation. As you might imagine, there’s a lot of red tape.

We’re opening a blood bank, and workers and their families will be required to donate plasma once every two days unless cleared by the Associate Vice President of Bodily Fluids to donate more often. We remember hearing often how you’ve given your blood, sweat, and tears to the college, and it’s time to put your money where your mouth is. If it doesn’t kill you, it will make you stronger, and that’s a risk we’re willing to take.

And finally, some good news. We are pleased to announce the First Annual Hills Lake College Viral Video Challenge. All workers below executive rank will be required to upload a video to TikTok of themselves experiencing one of the following: Bollywood-style flash mob, nonfatal accident, misdemeanor crime, pet blooper, or genital injury (clothed).

The worker with the fewest views at the end of each month will be required to work evenings in the Esports complex. The worker with the most views each week will have their portrait added to our Viral Video Corkboard of Excellence to be an inspiration to others.

Ever forward.

— College Leadership

21 Jan 15:34

The frustrating Covid-19 test reimbursement process is a microcosm of US health care

by Dylan Scott
Customers walk past boxes of at-home Covid-19 tests for sale at a Washington CVS store in November 2021. As of January 15, Americans with private insurance are supposed to be reimbursed for the cost of the tests. | Ted S. Warren/AP

Why would getting reimbursed for Covid-19 testing ever involve a freaking fax machine?

Do you have a printer? Do you have a fax machine? If not, you might have trouble getting your “free” at-home Covid-19 test paid for by your health insurer.

As of January 15, Americans with private insurance are able to submit their at-home testing bills to their insurer in order to get reimbursed. But for some people, that may be easier said than done. Some insurers are letting their customers submit their bills online, but others are requiring people to physically print a piece of paper that resembles an IRS form, fill it out, and then either send it to their insurer through the mail or fax it.

A quick scan of social media finds Americans who sound baffled by what they are being asked to do in order to secure free Covid-19 tests in the middle of a public health emergency.

People can also order free tests through a new government website, covidtests.gov. But they are limited to four tests per household, which may not be enough for the people who have been exposed or need to test regularly.

Asking a patient in the year 2022 to send a fax in order to have their medical services paid for may sound laughable. But it’s a microcosm of the burdens the US health system puts on Americans in order to receive necessary health care.

“Our health care system is mind-numbingly complex,” said Larry Levitt, executive vice president at the Kaiser Family Foundation, “and that complexity takes its toll on patients in terms of time, access, and affordability.”

The United States health system, more than any other in the developed world, forces patients to manage their health care on their own. They pay a lot of their own money for medical care. They have to make sure their specific doctor is covered by their specific insurer. And even if their doctor believes they need a certain treatment, patients must follow rules set by their health insurer, or risk delays in treatment or ultimately having their insurance claims denied.

Patients run into these obstacles all the time — with serious consequences for their well-being. A recurring finding in health care research is that when patients run into any friction, whether high cost-sharing, limited access to providers, or something else, they tend to receive less timely and appropriate care. Over time, that will make people more likely to develop serious health conditions and, ultimately, die younger than they would with proper care.

It starts with the sheer cost of health care to US patients. Out-of-pocket spending per person is higher in the US than in any other wealthy country save Switzerland, and roughly twice as much as in countries like the UK, the Netherlands, and Japan. Recent research has found that even small cost obligations, as little as $10 for a prescription, can discourage patients from taking their medicine as prescribed. A third of Americans have reported in public opinion surveys that they skip medications or other necessary medical care because of the cost.

But the US health system puts up other, subtler hurdles. Insurers don’t cover care at every doctor’s practice or hospital; they instead contract with certain providers to create provider networks, within which their patients must seek care for their treatment to be covered. These networks put the onus on patients to figure out where they can go for care, at the risk of incurring huge medical bills if they get it wrong. That problem came to the forefront in the recent debate over surprise billing: Many people were going to the hospital for an emergency, only to find out after the fact that either the hospital or a doctor who treated them was not covered by their insurer.

That has been a common experience for American patients: About one in four heart attacks lead to the patient being charged for out-of-network care in the emergency department or if they are admitted.

Networks also make shopping for health insurance more difficult. Patients have to try to figure out in advance whether their existing primary care doctor or specialists, or the local hospital, will be covered by their new plan. Levitt told me he had recently been helping a friend shop for an insurance plan through the Affordable Care Act and ran into that problem.

“There have been multiple calls with the marketplace, the insurers, and doctors’ offices,” Levitt said. “It’s hard to get straight answers. I’m a health insurance expert and he’s got an MBA from Harvard.”

Patients can run into the same kind of problem with drug formularies, a list of approved drugs that health plans use to prioritize coverage for certain medications. If a drug is not on a plan’s formulary, customers must pay more of their money than they would for approved drugs. Sorting out which drugs are covered or preferred under a health plan’s formulary can be a headache, and research has shown that such restrictions lead to patients using fewer medications.

And even when care is ostensibly covered, it can be hard to actually get it paid for. The complicated reimbursement for Covid-19 tests is one striking example. Another common barrier is prior authorizations — when an insurer won’t cover a test or a procedure unless the health care provider has requested and received permission ahead of time.

In both academic research and provider surveys, prior authorization requirements tend to lead to treatment delays, even though most requests do eventually get approved. Forcing patients and doctors to take this extra step doesn’t seem to weed out unnecessary care, but does lead to delays for care that is ultimately deemed necessary.

It’s a needlessly complicated process that provides little benefit but creates plenty of problems — in other words, like the test reimbursement process, it’s the US health system in a nutshell.

21 Jan 01:37

Xbox CEO Phil Spencer On Reviving Old Activision Games

by BeauHD
An anonymous reader quotes a report from The Washington Post: With its $68.7 billion acquisition of mammoth embattled video game publisher Activision Blizzard, Microsoft will be taking on a lot. It will be absorbing a company criticized by its employees for its workplace culture, one that is embroiled in lawsuits alleging gender-based discrimination and sexual harassment. Microsoft will also be taking on game development studios that have inched closer to unionization over the past several months. But it will also be adding an element that newly minted CEO of Microsoft Gaming Phil Spencer sees as core to Microsoft's strategy for consumer acquisition: a slew of video games and long-abandoned franchises. The games created by Activision Blizzard's developers provide the centerpiece of Microsoft's strategic thinking around the acquisition. The titles are some of the most popular in the world. And those Activision Blizzard properties extend well beyond Call of Duty, World of Warcraft and Candy Crush. In discussing some of the intellectual properties owned by Activision Blizzard, Spencer's excitement may have mirrored the enthusiasm of a "StarCraft" player noticing the long-dormant franchise's logo in Microsoft's acquisition announcement. "I was looking at the IP list, I mean, let's go!" Spencer said. " 'King's Quest,' 'Guitar Hero,' I should know this but I think they got 'HeXen.' " "HeXen," indeed an Activision Blizzard property, is a cult hit first-person game about using magic spells. Microsoft's pending acquisition of Activision Blizzard also means owning the rights to many creations from gaming's past, including Crash Bandicoot, the original Sony PlayStation mascot. There's also the influential and popular Tony Hawk skateboard series and beloved characters like Spyro the Dragon. Toys for Bob, one of the studios working under the Activision Blizzard banner, successfully launched games like "Crash Bandicoot 4: It's About Time," but was later folded into supporting Call of Duty games. Spencer said the Xbox team will talk with developers about working on a variety of franchises from the Activision Blizzard vaults. "We're hoping that we'll be able to work with them when the deal closes to make sure we have resources to work on franchises that I love from my childhood, and that the teams really want to get," Spencer said. "I'm looking forward to these conversations. I really think it's about adding resources and increasing capability." Spencer said he's concerned about tech companies unfamiliar with the gaming industry barging in to the space, as opposed to the current, experienced competition against Nintendo and Sony. "They have a long history in video games," he said. "Nintendo's not going to do anything that damages gaming in the long run because that's the business they're in. Sony is the same and I trust them. [...] Valve's the same way. When we look at the other big tech competitors for Microsoft: Google has search and Chrome, Amazon has shopping, Facebook has social, all these large-scale consumer businesses. [...] The discussion we've had internally, where those things are important to those other tech companies for how many consumers they reach, gaming can be that for us." He added: "I think we do have a unique point of view, which is not about how everything has to run on a single device or platform. That's been the real turning point for us looking at gaming as a consumer opportunity that could have similar impact on Microsoft that some of those other scale consumer businesses do for other big tech competitors. And it's been great to see the support we've had from the company and the board."

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21 Jan 01:33

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by Scandinavia and the World
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20 Jan 23:03

Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal - Anne

by tech@thehiveworks.com


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20 Jan 23:00

Join Us For A Celebration of Sound: Public Domain Day

by chrisfreeland

1/21/22: Registration is now closed for the event. Watch the recording above or at https://archive.org/details/a-celebration-of-sound-public-domain-day-2022

Join us today for a virtual party at 1pm Pacific/4pm Eastern time with a keynote from Senator Ron Wyden, champion of the Music Modernization Act and a host of musical acts, dancers, historians, librarians, academics, activists and other leaders from the Open world! This event will explore the rich historical context of recorded sound from its earliest days, including early jazz and blues, classical, and spoken word recordings reflecting important political and social issues of the era.

Additional sponsoring organizations include: Library Futures, SPARC, Authors Alliance, the Biodiversity Heritage Library, Public Knowledge, ARSC, the Duke Center for the Study of the Public Domain, and the Music Library Association.

REGISTER FOR THE VIRTUAL EVENT HERE!

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20 Jan 18:47

Instagram and Facebook reportedly exploring NFT integration, and they really shouldn’t

by Corbin Davenport

Over the past few months, seemingly every company on earth has been searching for something to do with NFTs (non-fungible tokens), much like the initial blockchain craze from a few years ago. I’m already at my limit, and now there are reports of Facebook and Instagram looking into NFT integration.

NFTs are intended to be unique digital items with ownership verified by a blockchain (in many cases, the Ethereum network). However, blockchains don’t actually store digital items, only the links to the files elsewhere — in essence, the NFT is more like a cashier’s receipt than actual ownership of anything. Even though this model isn’t decentralized at all, which is supposed to be the whole point, more companies than ever are looking to cash in on the trend. That now apparently includes Meta, owner of Instagram, Facebook, and WhatsApp.

The Financial Times is reporting that Meta is looking into possible NFT-related features for Facebook and Instagram (via The Verge). The plans are still reportedly in early stages, but they include allowing people to set NFTs as profile pictures, and a prototype for minting new NFTs. There is also discussion at the company about “launching a marketplace for users to buy and sell NFTs.” Twitter was experimenting with similar features back in October, but the company (thankfully) hasn’t launched anything yet.

It’s not too surprising that Meta is looking into NFT integrations, considering the company is also dumping money into the “metaverse” concept, which calls for a Ready Player One-like unified online space (usually in virtual reality) and is frequently referenced in connection with NFTs. There’s plenty of money to be made, despite the negative environmental impact and neverending scams surrounding the technology. Meta is no stranger to harmful technology, though — Facebook and Instagram have consistently failed to prevent misinformation, scam advertisements, and other common occurrences on the platforms.

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